Moving out, away and on.

Hey gorgeouses,

A lot has happened since I last posted. December is such an amazing month. Don't you guys agree? Like you just get to be a kid for like a whole month! Wearing hideous sweaters, shirts, earrings- seriously the best. Just eating cute shaped cookies, putting up decorations and listening to different music than you do the rest of the year (sometimes I'll randomly put on Christmas in like July, but its just awk and not the same ya know?). The best is just the way you feel. You just want to like hand people dollars and skip around singing. Smiling. You just smile so much more without even thinking about it in December. I wish the world could be in Christmas mode all year-round. I don't even mean the whole presents and all that stuff, just how generous and caring people become in December. That's definitely a goal to work towards. Treating people like you do in December all year long. 

So my December was a little different because I wasn't at home this year. Well at least not for most of the month. For one, I had my first finals ever. Which actually went really well. I'm so glad. Whew. Other than that we attempted at decorating, made some Christmas cookies and we all even went through our closets to take clothes to a homeless shelter. Kinda like our own little grown-up Christmas. You really know you're growing up when you could kinda careless about when you get. I was just worried about getting other people things. I kinda love that I've changed like that. So much more thankful for the little things, more so the thought, knowing people were thinking about you. I can't believe how bratty I used to be. Counting the presents under the tree. Asking my mom daily what she got me or telling her what I wanted. Ugh I feel so bad now. Oh well the joys of being a tween slash teen.


I ended up coming home on Christmas eve, and am going back today (new years eve). I guess I just enjoy traveling on eves or something.. (this is when you laugh). But it's been super good to be home. Seeing so many people I care about and miss daily, getting sore playing just dance (yeah I'm THAT lame), and goin on a day trip to Vegas! I wish I could stay longer, but at the same time I just want to go back. For one reason, and that's it. 


Morgan is moving out. On Monday. I'm literally like SO sad. Another example of me taking something for granted. I am so lucky to have lived with my best friends this year. We've fought a few times, gotten closer or farther away, but most of all we've all learned a lot about ourselves. Morg has been working her butt off working and paying for everything up here. I look up to her so much for being such a grown-up. It just feels right to her, to sale her contract and move out. It will be better in the long-run for her. Plus it's only like 4 months till I'll be back for summer. But 4 months without my Morgie? 4 months too long. I'm excited to get to know a new person, it will definitely be a change. We are all so comfortable around each other. Like honestly, way too comfortable probably. I love Morg so much, and will miss her terribly. She thinks I'm lame to be so sad, but I just am k? I guess this is growing up. Moving out, away and on. So I'm gonna scurry my butt up there and spend every last second with my Shmorgie.

Morg and her Vans. Always.

She's not even like dying. I'm sooooo lame.


You know I'll keep you guys updated. I always do! And sorry if this is just rambling about nothing you even wanted to know about. But then again, I'm not sorry. Don't read it if you don"t want to. I'm not gonna make this all private and stuff, because I want to share my experiences and thoughts and hopefully help you guys in some way. Even if it's making you laugh cause I'm soooo lame. Haha love you all. And I hope you had the best Christmas ever.
xoxo
LL